Apathy

by preet 4:15:00 PM 0 comments litrature

00.58 22/03/2016
Monday
Oradea romania

Hey folks , after stalking on someones blog and some recent conversations i got inspired to continue my thingy. today m sharing one of my poetry that i wrote last year, i give it title at that time APATHY.

   Apathy 

This feeling that I've become so familiar with
This feeling of wanting to just end it all,
At first I thought it was all in my control
But now, it felt like it consumed me whole.

I cry each day wanting someone to hear me out
I now realized how stupid that was
Because no one really bothered to listen
I was wasting precious tears.

No longer caring felt easier
Before, I could never let things leave my grip,
Now, as they are slowly falling off,
I feel better, like this was the best choice.

I take longer sleeps that never felt enough
Longer showers that I wish could last the entire day
I never bother to check messages or calls anymore
I'm getting used to the comfort of being alone.

I look at the time surprised how fast it went by
Not even noticing how many months has passed
I stand in the middle of the rain
Never have felt better in my entire life than today.


that was all for toady i promise i will share another one this Friday :) 


Sukhpreet Gill